Love, Peace, Understanding and Bliss

After having arrived proper at the Site of the small but intense Regional Gathering I was about to live through a turly enlightening and cleansing time, where I was able to shed the restrictive skin of Babylon, and live a true form of my self.

A Gathering of kindred spirits is a wonderful means to do just that.

Apart from just finding the peace and bliss of the self at first relaxing, then being able to fly free, it also means radiating out and receiving love in the purest form. I am most grateful for that.

A very memorable moment on this Gathering took place at the banks of a nearby river, the Alz, which flows northward out of the lake Chiemsee, where one of the beautiful spirits named me ~*Ganesha*~ not only for my appearance, but for the warmth, humour and love I radiated. This Sister is and always will be in my heart, and among the beautiful people I love. She knows, and loves me as well.

May the Goddess bless and guide You for all time, Gita.

For the onlooker, who might have passed us at that moment, we were a merry group of mostly naked people on blankets, enjoying the warmth and power of late summer sun mixed with the occasional bath in the river, which in turn felt almost cold.
It was all of the Four Elements around us, with Air and Fire coming from the sky above and Earth and Water underfoot and around our bodies.
Gita named be Ganesha partly for my belly, which she adores, and an act of love (innocent - I am not talking about sexuality, I am talking about mere love and bliss) was her applying sunscreen lotion at first onto my back, and my doing likewise on hers, and then her oiling my belly. It was mere tenderness, and that's that.

Here now a collection of feelings and messages of the other days, as I wrote them into my diary:

September 7, 2000

Universal Love

Love flows around me as the water of a rain shower, a brook, a river.
A bath in love knows no coldth.

September 8, 2000

Law of Compensation

I give, I am given - I receive to the same degree what I radiate.
The Universe is always at balance and there is no receiving without giving.
I radiate love, joy, well-being, light and warmth.
I receive from the others around me to the same degree.

My heart floats in cosmic equilibrium.

September 9, 2000

Law of Frequency

New levels of energy, flow and consciousness are established.
Communication circulates in new patterns.
The intensity of my vibrancy changes as well as perception does.
If I increase my energy level, I also raise my vibrancy to the next higher level of Existence.

Full Moon Night - September 13, 2000

Energy flows, gathers and is converged at the point where the arch is bent and powers of the Moon's circle are reverted.

The night skies are ablaze with the Stars of Winter. Orion, the hunter, begins again his chase from the horizon upwards.

Foundation

A new link to the Source, a new starting point for the re-design of the World.

Schattenboxer

Erst wenn ich wüsste, wer ich bin,
Erkenne ich vielleicht den Sinn,
Der hinter meinem Leben steckt,
Bis jetzt hab' ich noch nicht entdeckt,
Dass mir mein Spiegelbild gehört,
Die Welt im Spiegel selbst zerstört,
Sie ohne Sinnn kaputt gemacht,
Und selbst darüber noch gelacht,
Doch bin ich ehrlich, könnt' ich weinen,
Siehst Du mich an, könntest Du meinen,
Dass Du mich kennst, weisst wie ich lebe,
Und wem ich mein Vertrauen gebe.
Und schaust Du hinter die Fassade,
Ertappst Du mich wahrscheinlich gerade,
Dabei, die Wunden selbst zu lecken,
Mich hinter Mauern zu verstecken,
Die ich früher selbst erbaute,
Hinter denen ich mich traute,
Mein eignes Spiegelbild zu lieben
 
Angst vor mir selbst ist stets geblieben

written in my diary at the Gathering by Thomas

September 16, 2000

Scorpio

Duality. The uprising Phoenix provides energy. The feet planted firmly on the Earth, the Spirit soars free.
Leave some things behind, you are ready for it. Renewal comes through release.
Energy flashes up and bursts forth.
See the present from a new angle.
The time has come to reap the weed from the garden and to eliminate those things that stand in the way of growth.

The massive mountains stand strong and firm
Clouds floating lightly over the Western sky.
The colours of the Rainbow,
Silver on the horizon
Dark grey, deep green over the summits
Sun fire, flame sky,
Embers and ashes, glowing -
Mountains agleam.
Song floods the air, Power flows,
Dancers are circling, Earth is resonating.

After the reversal of the powers at Full Moon, this was the evening of the Powers of the Sun Fire.

It was one of the clearest moments of my life, and definitely the moment of the whole Gathering to me.
Energy, love and light were flooding into me during a spiral dance under a flaming evening sky, just before sunset.
To grasp all this, it would take more than a mere picture or photo. Flowing and swirling images, ever-changing colours, patterns, sounds, steps, movement... I felt like floating, gliding, swimming in pure bliss.
This Sun Fire Spiral Dance was an invocation as well as a power source.

Renewal comes through release.

Now I let go, come up from the depth to the surface, emerging with renewed strength, going out, over and away. Only to dive back this way to the depth at another time and another place.

The voyage begins - never to end,
Never to stop, always following
The least-trodden path,
To find the Family at its end.

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